About Me

Hi, I am Enn, and no, that is not my real name at all. My real name is much longer and boring. But this is the internet where: there are no girls, pics or it didn't happen, all girls are actually men, and all kids are actually FBI undercover agents. Don't believe me? Go check the rules of the internet. Or maybe not, on second thoughts...

Anyway, when I am not being scatter brained and crazy scientist-y, I am actually a pretty cool sort of person. No, hold on, I'm cool even when scatter brained.
 

And when I am not cool, I am studying in the second year of a thoroughly awesome mechanical engineering course. In one of the best universities of the country... which is pretty odd because it isn't as awesome as I thought it would be. Ha bloody ha.
 

I also like economics, computers, languages, languages which aren't computer languages too (I speak five. La), I am sort of weak at math and just so-so at calculus, unfortunately being an engineer demands maths and I unfailingly get my worst grades in it. I believe anything you believe in will be realised, as long as it isn't related to math. But I'm good with stats and other quantitative shit. I also Love physics, astronomy, nanotechnology and... hate people who make everything sound like an answer to a job interview. So diversifying from what one dear friend thinks makes me a nerd... (it doesn't. She's a humanities and hippie culture loving chick. Anything she says should be taken with a kilo of salt) I love reading books, magazines, Forbes (because that's not a magazine?) and also reading natty DIY things which I never really get around to doing. I love making things. Both in my head and otherwise. I've been told I am a great writer, poet, artist and singer. Which means I am fantastic at creative stuff and pretty much not so in singing. I can only do choir. And that too because me teacher was a nut. So I was in soprano one year, contralto the next and then alto the last. After that I stopped. It didn't make one iota of sense. On the other hand acting, debating, hockey, basketball, sprinting, 1400 metres and heading the Quiz teams did, so I wasted less time on that. I also tried to learn the guitar. Emphasis on Tried. My teacher was a quack. He broke five strings for no reason and basically told me I was shit and should learn singing first. Meh.
 

Anyway, enough of all that. To sum it all up: I am pretty much that annoying girl in school who can do every bloody thing and do it well, and just when you think there is One thing she can't do- she goes and aces that too.
 

My LinkedIn profile reads like a typical kid with a helicopter parent/tiger mom. Or even worse.

Behaviourly I am exactly nothing like how you would think I am. I do not like people. I am extremely amicable, social and everyone loves me. But I find it really, really hard to not get repulsed by other people. I have a shit detector installed in my head which makes it really hard for me to deal with extreme shit, ie, people.
 

I am known to say the following line very often: People are stupid. All people are stupid. If you expect anything else: you are stupid too.
... in my head anyway. And to a couple of good friends.
 

I learn a lot, by doing and saying things that should never be done or said, which is how I learned never to let anyone know how much you would love to punch them in the face or tell them how stupid they are.
 

I, you could say, am the total opposite of what I show people, except not non creative or non smart. That I really am. I am also compassionate and friendly (otherwise I wouldn't be writing this blog, would I?) But I am a mild sociopath and psychopath (okay fine, not mild. Extreme.) I am also usually (99 times out of 100) depressed and have major anger issues. I may be hugging you and asking about your boyfriend/girlfriend but mentally I am thinking of three different things out of which one probably is: I want to sleep. Sleep. Yum. Sleep. Fucking boring moron, let me sleep.
 

Sociopath, psychopath, manically depressed, angry, morose, in chronic pain most of the time, frustrated at everything and everyone else, perfectionist, misanthrope... and a blasted good actor.
I don't consider myself to be a very functioning part of society, sure I get very emotional, I cry if I see even a good commercial ad, I have oodles of empathy and can relate to and understand Everyone, but I still consider myself more of a spectator. Which is how I have views which differ from everyone else's. I see things differently not only because I am different but also because I don't want to see them as they are. I can give advice, for anything, I can even research and tell you if I don't know. I am different and I like it. And I want others to understand. Not just me, everyone.
 

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Gosh I just rambled off over there. But it is true.
 

I also love watching movies, shopping, eating, sleeping. I used to be a tomboy, still am kinda, I love Assassins Creed Brotherhood and Skyrim but I have shit attention spans. I also love jewellery, good clothes, and nailpolish. I love sunglasses and just recently started loving high heels and hats. One of my favourite book series is A Series of Unfortunate Events. I think most pop singers are overrated and most actors can't act for peanuts. I love Batman and Iron Man and the XMen. My favourites ate Jean and Scott. I love all the colours but have a soft spot for blue and indigo. They're all just a little out, if you get what I mean. I hate wearing jeans. I never apply any make up. I should start though. I have black hair and am 5'2" but have a small head and face. So everyone calls me Tiny, even though I'm usually taller than most girls around. I have a phone that has a six inch screen and I love Panic! At The Disco.

I don't really care if you didn't read through all of that :P I just want you to know me a bit, but even if you didn't and you skipped straight through to here: Hi! I hope to see you around and I hope we can talk. I love to talk. And to listen to people. I like making friends. I know that sounds contradictive to what I said earlier (me being a sociopath/misanthrope) You're right, it probably is. But which person is Not a contradiction? :)

Please feel free to comment or drop a mail, or even just say hi. Nope, I'm not an attention whore (at least I don't think I am) So don't assume I'm saying that for attention. This blog would not be anonymous if I wanted attention.

I would love to get to know you and help you or talk to you or whatever you want. I say Help a lot, I don't know why... but... oh well, if you're a cute guy you could also send me a photo :P

Loved chatting with you. (Hell, this sounded like the monologue of a crazily self absorbed and self obsessed person. Yikes) (don't get scared or anything. I usually talk a lot. And I'm not scary. Believe me.) (Or not. Its your choice. But I've been told I'm tres cute and people want to cuddle me.) (I've also been told I am shit scary though, so...)
(Ignore me now. I have. No idea what I am saying.)